It's not enough that I've been at breakdown level for most of the past few weeks. Now I'm worried that I might have another obstruction. I've taken four of the orange laxatives today to no avail, just a terrible amount of stomach pain.
I'm so screwed. I have no desire to survive cancer. Kathy called and told George that my CA is up. I'm probably the first woman in history to be glad to hear that. Let it happen fast. Please, whatever forces there might be, or fate itself, let me die.
My dear dad would have been 85 today. I miss him so much. I'm glad he didn't have to see that I had cancer. He gave me SO much.
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